Friday, August 28, 2015

28 aug: Selfish man

I always Suspected I can't really count on my husband to chip in long term over the baby. He's just too selfish a person and his obsessive need to have "me time" to unwind just grates on my nerves. If he helps, it has to be when he feels like it and not when u ask (too often). He will get irritated and snappish. Excuse me, do I look like I'm So free? When he has chance to sleep he don't and do fucking things like F.B n you tube. He claims he wants n need time to do his chinese but almost everytime I pass his room he is surfing Internet or reading FB. 

That's why I never wanted kid for the longest time. I knew it will mostly fall back on me. He was good for a while in the 3rd month after the CL left but very quickly his selfish nature pops out. The feeding, the cleaning, the taking charge of maid, the grocery planning, the meal planning, the washing of All the bottles pumping equip n storage bottles for every feed, the bathing, the changing nappy, the cleaning of baby like nail clipping, putting baby to Sleep, basically everything from morn to Night. I frankly think not much difference from single mum except I got a maid to cook n clean.

I don't get why I even need to Open my Mouth to get him to clean the bottles when I pump or feeding baby or put baby to sleep. He gives me that irritated look
At time or he just sit on the request for hours n when I remind him he becomes annoyed. Fucker. So now I just clean them myself. He sees that I have finish bathing baby n the water tub is still there, he won't even lift a finger to automatically pour it away. He just walk away and then take his kindle to read n now nap. I had a good mind of leaving the fucking tub there but since I want to shower I might as well throw the water out. But am I resentful, of course I am. 

Just over the weekend I got hit by mastitis n had fever n chills n needed to rest. Sure he "volunteer " to take over looking after baby for night shift but the price? 3 days later he snap at me exclaiming he is very frustrated because he has "no time" to do his own things. Fucker. U think I been idling? I m sick I still have to chase tenant for money and look after household, pump milk, wash bottles help to bath baby etc. I didn't rest much either. So this snappish exchange took place and I just walk out of the room with baby to bath him n the fucker was more than happy that he didn't need to help bath the baby. 

So here I am battling the need to restore my milk supply after it went down by half after I started my antibiotics, while he shamelessly kept to Himself in the study room. 

All this panick sudden drive that he wants to master his chinese. Hello, I told u to
Learn mandarin from day 1 I met you since a decade plus ago. You sat on it for years and do causal private lessons last two years and suddenly u want to master it to have fluent conversation in a month? I don't get it. I seriously don't even want to engage him on the topic n I told him to
Look into schools rather than unstructured private lessons. He blame me for not talking to him in mandarin. Well who talk to me in Japanese when I learned it? I have told him he needs to watch chinese drama or video or tv to expose himself but he thinks they are stupid n refuse. I said that's how I learn but he just won't do it n it's my fault? 

Anycase, basically I just go into work function mode pretending my husband does not exist when it comes to the baby. If the baby has to drink formula if I fall sick again so be it. It's his lot in life that he has a selfish father. There's omg so much mum can stretch herself n it's unfortunate that grandma is equally useless to help out. As the saying goes, 求人不如求己. 

I guess this is all those years of project management from work comes into good use. 



Sunday, August 23, 2015

Been a month and life is back to norm since mum gone back

Been a month since my mum went back and life is so peaceful. Apart from the occasional cockup by my helper, things are running like clockwork again. I think everyone at home basically slept better without this constant pressure from mum. 

For one. I need not force myself to eat lunch at a fix time having to consider my mum. She doesn't want to eat many things my maid cook (not because its not nice but she just dont like her) and it's so obvious. Initially I felt bad and tried to accommodate her but gradually her attitude wore me down and I let her be. 

Secondly she was playing or addicted to her phone games so much that it really irritate me when she would be so anti Social even during meal time when we try to have conversations

Thirdly  The pressure is off me suffering from my mum attitude towards my maid. No more complaints n nagging everyday. She will say she didn't say or do anything but please we are not blind and deaf to her tone and expression. My maid never complained or say anything bad about my mum but my mum on the other hand went bitching about my maid to our HK relatives and of course my brothers AND relatives back in sg. 

To my brother I expected her to do so coz it's just her. But to my HK relatives on your second time meeting them when they invite you over to their home to welcome u to HK? Come on. You have no EQ or that u must air every single grievances about your life to everyone you meet the first time u meet them. How about taking a chill pill? Can't u tell my relatives don't rely care n just making polite conversation?? The weirdest thing was people invited u to their home to have lunch n you rush thru your rice and walk away from the dining table with no regards that other people are still eating n having conversations. How rude can u be?? My poor relatives were abit caught out and rushed through lunch too so to keep her company. It's moments like this I want to Roll my eyes. Where is your social skills? U r so use to doing things your own way you don't even know how to behave at other people's home? I bet none of your so call frens ever invited u over because half the time u are always complaining about what they did wrong to u. 

Anycase my brother of course will side my mum and thinks the worse of my helper. I don't know if mum sprout any rubbish to him and he got sick of listening. 

I recently posted the fact that my mum told my maid to keep prawn in sugar before freezing. I thought it was funny because I forgot my mum had that habit. It wasn't even an accusing post, just a factual post that I saw my maid dutifully following mum instructions n I asked her wat she was doing. To me, she was just being obedient doing wat mum taught her. However my brother saw it differently. He saw it as my maid pointing finger at my mum and blaming her. So he sent me a text to say to tell me to tell my maid to unlearn everything mum taught her and he don't want to hear anything about wat mum says coming out of her fucking mouth. I was like WTF? 

When did my maid offend you? It has been us putting up with mum eccentric behaviour and u make it sound like my maid has been backstabbing mum? I told him my maid never spoke ill of mum once despite the fact both me n my hubby overheard mum talking loudly n not very politely to her so many times. Of course my mum will deny it because she has no mirror to reflect upon herself. In fact for the first month she was here, she will tell me not to get irritated with mum coz she's old already. So wat does my brother know? Nothing except bad stories from my mum who loves to play the victimised party as always. Always her so wronged by others.

Anycase my brother was calling my maid stupid since mum is back sg and don't know how to do things her own way. The problem is he DoEs NOT know it was mum who scold her so much n complain to me maid is stubborn if she even dare tell mum that I give her different instructions.  I did tell the maid at the beginning to learn from mum thinking mum would teach her but of course my mum never teaches her properly. So if my maid do things own way, she's stubborn, if she follow mum she is stupid? Wat fucking logic is that? I tell him how I know wat mum teach her? She likes to override my instructions. I have seen it so many times myself but I didn't want to pick a fight everyday so I just let it slide. Plus things like mum insist my maid to use hand to mix the sauces with the meat, my maid prefer to use spoon. My mum got upset and complain to me when I walk into kitchen that my maid is stubborn. I told mum later in private that the maid is not wrong to use spoon since it's more hygienic. Plus she do housework what if she didn't wash her hands properly and touch my food? So I support her using spoon. Mum won't happy of course. 

I see no point in talking sense to my brother. So I said fine. I had already told my maid to ignore wat mum taught her anycase. She just wanted to verify with me sometimes before she change. I dont see wat is wrong with that. 

My mum would complain my CL left a bag of herbs without telling her wat they are or wat to do. Then she hersel left a big bag of herbs n never leave instructions either. When I text her wat are they and how to use, again she just say "oh that bag is cheap stuff your CL bought. Mine are fresh n better" it's like talking to a fucking wall. I ask u wat are they n how to use, never ask you which is the one u bought. 

Also, my maid steam broccoli my mum apparently told her she cannot do that must stir fry. When my maid bought this fish to cook my mum also scold her say I don't eat this fish (which we did n I quite like it)

My mum would also be the one who refill my thermal flask every day n night. Then one day I discover the thermal flask water was not Boiled. I asked mum if she was the one who filled the flask. She hesitatingly said yes n when I told her wat happen, her immediate response was " no it wasn't me, it's your maid" I kept quiet. She turn around n went to call my maid and "told her your mistake" my maid was like "huh? When did I boil water?" I didn't even want to expose my mum. For that day my mum was like "best fren" with my maid joking n chatting with her...after making her the patsy. 

Before she left, she insisted on giving my boy red packet. I was like don't need but she insisted that its for him to buy shoes and its chinese customs. I hate all these BO liao customs. I open the red packet and she gave like freaking HK$2000. I was like huh? Wtf? Why so much? 

I try to return her the money but she refused. I told her I will take hk500 but she was like no no must insist on the 2000. I told her she's not working n no reason to waste so much money and plus give so much only give us pressure that we must return her the same big sum later. She refused of course. Just so irritating. I told her my in laws will just give token sum and we are use to that style. Why must everything revolve round giving big lump of money? So stressful. In the end she took back 1000 only after I say I will go back CNY. Need to think about that... 

Even like when she went to our HK relatives house, she must give red packet before she left coz she say never bring anything over and stun my relatives so much. On my hubby side, everyone is big family n close knitted n eating together is a family affair but mum has to bring her "money" concept to everything. Plus this meal was to welcome mum n to thank my hubby for his lunch treat for my boy 100 days. So it's like a reciprocal thank u but mum of course don't get it. She will never get it since she basically fall out with almost every single relatives we have. Always my uncle or my aunt fault. Strangely my bro will side with her too on this. I was like hello? One aunt fell out with her on holiday coz mum thinks my aunt looks down on her "no money" and so my mum started quarrelling with her n my cousin step in and ask my mum "why r u shouting at my mum?" My mum got offended even more n say the daughter gang up on her. I was like please, any daughter in general seeing someone yelling at her mum will first response defend own mum right? Even when I disagree with you most of the time but if someone yell at u I would also defend u first right?!! So because of "her pride" she cut off her sister completely. Crazy right even after 10 years. She forgot how my aunt would used to call us n even send many toys to me from the states like smurf cabbage patch kid etc. mum never rem good things people do always the bad stuff.

Another thing that pissed me off was just before she left, my cousin was in HK n wanted to visit the baby n we arrange to come at 2pm. That's when baby will be awake after feeding n good mood. Just nice before he nap. I told mum to go meet her at ifc and take the mini bus back since I can't go fetch my cousin. The whole morn she insists that must bring my cousin to eat dumpling soup coz they always want to eat but dunno where. 

I told her don't bother. She's a grown adult in uni and travelling with bf. With Internet n guide book she knows where to eat. Mum act all bossy and say "she dunno one! I watch her grow up so I tell you she dunno where to go." I silently text my cousin "u need mum to take u go eat dumpling soup first?" 

My cousin wrote back immediately and say no no! They have a list of places they want to try n they will settle own lunch. So I told mum "she say don't need. People already adult told u they know how to plan" mum kept quiet. 

She left on time about 1pm to fetch them. She say she want to walk around first. I waited at home till 3pm+ n I had no choice to put baby to sleep at 2.30Pm. My cousin text me To say they are at dumpling soup place as my mum"want" to eat there. Bloody hell. 

So when they come, I woke the baby to feed so he can play with cousin . My
Mum showed them the apartment n my rooftop God knows for fuck why and I was told 10mins later after I woke my baby from his slumber my cousin need to leave. U know how fucking piss I was? 

First u mess up my plans by insisting on the fucking dumpling place. Then u didn't tell me they have to rush off n I woke my cranky baby for nothing. My cousin came to visit the baby not apartment viewing. What's wrong with you??? I repeat, my cousin asked to see the baby, not visit u.  So again my mum pissed me off with her "I must do things my way" with no consideration for others.

Of course there was this tomato incident. I don't even want to go there. 

Well. My brother thinks my maid is some evil troublemaker that mum seems to
Suffer under while she's here.  We shall see when my in laws come. If my in law has no issues with my maid then it only proves once again my mum IS the one that is nitpicking. 

The other day my HK relative came to visit baby n she was having difficult putting her shoes without undoing the strap. My maid saw and she just automatically move forward to help wear the shoe for my relative (she's relatively old now) . This kind of thing cannot fake one I think n she don't earn any bonus points trying to Impress my relative

And my mum likes to tell fibs and create trouble. For a few times she cause me n my hubby to quarrel or almost quarrel. Example: I told my mum to ask my hubby to come feed the baby as I need to pump. She took the baby with her while I prepare the poo diaper change.  She come back without a word. I waited for 10 mins after changing nappy n ask mum where's my hubby? She said oh he's busy. I was like busy with what? Mum say oh don't disturb him lah. That's why mothers are the greatest blah blah n her story of how my dad never help. I have no patience to listen and so I rush to feed the baby n off to pump. 

Just as I finished my hubby came in n ask "u finish feeding? I thought I'm feeding him?" I was almost angry n snapped that my mum went to call him n he said he wasn't free! My hubby was like shock n said "I never said that!!!! U know I will def come if u need help. Ur mum just carry the baby walk into the room n say "oh see wat ur daddy is doing" I just look up at her n ask her yes? She just walked out. So my mum just took it into her hands that my hubby don't have to help n then LIE to me that my hubby say he's busy. 

Another LIE. When she first came she keep questioning my milk supply n in her head thinking because I don't have engorement (anymore) I must not have milk. I had told her to shut up on this point before and then she keep trying to cook things I don't eat n then say " u must eat to increase milk supply coz your CL say u not enuff milk" 

Now, my CL will never n has never said things like that to me. She has always been encouraging n assure me I have enough. So I asked my CL n she was shocked n exclaimed she has never said such things to my mum!!! See what I mean by my mum being a pot stirrer n full of shit?

Another lie was she keep complaining my CL use instant sauce but she will quietly use instant sauce herself like the sweet and sour pork sauce. She knows I hate her using those chicken powder that she puts in soup and so she thinks she puts in different bottle I will not know. I just keep throwing out and so she cannot make her "chciken" soup like normal people do without adding synthetic stuff into it. Worse was I caught her opne the packet sauce and left it in the cupboard with half packet left. WTF? In 36 degrees u dont fridge it because u fear getting caught out in your lie but u rather risk giving me food posioning with sauce that is not refrigerated after opening? What is wrong with you?!!! In the end I tell her dont cook at all. I cant even trust my own mum when it comes to food prep and she will complain about my maid not cleaning the fish well so she refuse to eat. I tasted the fish and it tasted fine. Plus its the fish monger who remove the inside not her. Why blame the maid? And finally i snap at my mum and say to her "You think you everyday eat hawker center those people clean your food very cleanly meh? I dont see you stop eating outside if "unclean food" disgust you so much" She kept quiet of course. 

Plus she is such a superstitious person it annoys me to no end. You know how baby will start to play saliva bubbles and drool when they get older as part of teething process? So I put a bib round him one day to prevent him dirtying his clothes and it helps that he doesnt stick his fingers into the mouth when the bib is in place. Suddenly one day my mum accusingly reprimand me saying "It's all your fault that he drool so much." I was like huh? What did I do? She continued "Who ask you put a bib round his neck the other day and that is why he starts to drool. Now u trying to make me feel like a bad mouth with your STUPID ILLOGICAL ideas? Retaining all these rubbish theories.  What planet do u come from???

People dont get why my mum upsets me so much and this is just a snippet of what I have to go thru daily for 2 months. She just wants her way and if her way works i dont mind but it doesnt. She has a head full of nonsense and backward or illogical thinking and expect me to follow them. She doesnt even rem how to change a diaper properly and she wants to teach me? 

I rem she was giving sideline commentary etc about how I'm not changing my diaper "correctly" in her eyes and I got fed up and told her u think u so good u try. She made a MESS out of it and 10mins still couldnt get it right. I had to take ovr and finish in 2 mins. Only then she said "oh u made it look so easy." I just bite back my tongue from saying that so u admit u been sprouting rubbish from the sidelines for weeks?? When I ask her feed the baby once..it was nitemare causing my baby such distress and wet his clothes completely and I never ask her to feed again. Oh she blame me too for that saying its my fault I didnt screw the cap properly. 

I dont even want to go into other details because its so tiring even trying to recall them. It suffice that my mum creates more friction when she is here and it was only the last week when she was leaving that she became more useful though she still like to hide in the kitchen and waste hours in there. Again, I dont even want to go into details as to what she does in there that annoys me. 

The final point is that we don't miss her because she hasn't been much help with the baby.. She always try to put him to sleep when we say not time yet n goes against our wishes n so in the end we don't let her carry when we don't want him to Sleep. Eventually we only ask her to carry because it's to satisfy her not because we need her to. To the point that her departure didn't even cost a dent in our routine and in fact I sleep so much better without my mum making so much noise in the kitchen at 5+-6am. She just do not know how to be quiet. Now I can sleep till past 7.30am till baby wakes. Glorious



Sunday, August 9, 2015

If only it wasnt true...

Recently  I received a bombshell from my good old fren and it wasnt a news I wanted to hear.

For months now, I have had a premonition and vibe that something doesnt seem right about my fav couple and I even told my man that I have a nagging fear that they might have done the unthinkable. My man told me there's nothing much I could do, esp all the way from HK and since its a personal thing, all we can do is wait for them to spring any updates on us.

I felt uneasy but my man was right. There really isnt anything I can do, since my last heart to heart talk with my gf on my last trip back to Sg, which is like a year ago. All I can do is wait but that's the thing about instinct, u cant shake them off.

Today my gf texted me to do a favor for her.
I said ok and as I was chatting with her via text, I updated her on the latest news on my newborn and she said she has news to share too.

My first response was "i hope its not what I feared."
She said " What do u think it is"
I told her "I dont want to guess. Just tell me."
Seriously, NO ONE WANTS to guess bad news.

She wrote back "We separated"
Ok, the bombshell dropped and while shocking, it didnt surprise me since I had that nagging feeling for months.

I told her we are sad about it, but I respect the fact that she must have thought about it before acting on it and ask her if she was ok. Of course, being such an old fren of mine, I told her if she needed to talk about it, I'm happy to call her but I will not ask her any questions because I dont want to be a hassle, or probe into her privacy like a KPO. I told her if I dont ask further isnt because I dont care, but rather I respect her space and need for privacy, though I told her I do have a million whys but I will let her tell me in good time when she is ready.

I asked if she was ok.
She said she is fine but not her husband.

I'm not surprised.
They have been together for over 2 decades, it cannot be easy.

When I shared the news with my man, he was pretty sad about the outcome too. We are hoping that they will reconcile...but since my last conversation with her...the outcome seemed irreversible though both are still seemingly amicable towards each other.

The last I rem, the trigger point was the fact that the MIL was pushing them for a baby. Her hubby was keen to have one too but she wasnt. She did try initially to consult an OB but somewhere along the line, she realised she REALLY dont want a kid. However, she knows her man does and she thot it wasnt fair for her to hang on to him if she cannot give him what he wants

I told her to think about it because I dont think he will leave her just because he like to have a baby, after 20 years+ of marriage, this is the sort of thing that you talk about in the early years of marriage. I cant imagine anyone splitting up in the good old vintage years of life over this issue. Of course the other issue they had was that he was away on long projects overseas and she said she had gotten used to him not being around. That was something I have no answer for.

My life motto, and something I learnt from my breakup with my ex, is that you dont live apart from each other for over a year and expect your relationship to remain unchanged. Whether it's marriage or relationship, long distance can often be a killer. It's not always about 3rd party, but distance does cause drift because either party can form a new social life, lifestyle without the other person. That's why my life motto "Whereever you go, I go too." No career, no other reasons can make me stay if your partner is really who u want to be with for the rest of your life. If I'm destined to takre a crappy job or be jobless, so be it. I find emotional fulfillment more important than financial independence. Good thing I'm not an overly driven person...something that my husband joked about time to time. He sometimes commented that its a waste that I stay home and be a housewife when he knows I can do very well in many thing I want to do. Even my ex boss told me once that he thinks its a waste that I chose to "stay at home and be housewife". But the thing is, it's my choice and I'm happy with the choice I make. People like to make jokes about "oh i'm a tai tai" They seemed to think that I do nothing but live a eat, travel shop life which is further than the truth.

Sure I do travel whenever my man feels like he has enough stress at work. Other days, I busied myself running the household chores, taking care of nitty griity aspect of our lives, chase down crappy tenants, deal with stupid banks, and any paper works or stuff to help my man. I havent had a manicure for years, not a facial for a decade, havent shop for years...but I'm happy.

Now with a little one in tow, a whole new project has sprung up on me and running on sleep deficit for months...this is even more challenging to be stay at home mum than any job in the world. There is no proper break (if u discount all the hours that my man chipped in to give me sleep time). U need to be on top of the game all the time since the little one depends everything on you.

While its funny seeing the little one grow, frankly, I do miss my child free life. I wont say I would trade this or that but seriously, unless you really have the heart and soul to want to do it, having a child is really not for everyone. It does creates friction between couples because of different styles & expectations and "speed" of doing things. It will be worse if you have a difficult baby which thankfully we dont. Still, the million things u have to do for the little one is crazy not to mention the hours and sleepless days and night pumping milk and feeding the LO. It's sooo OMG. My man now "dictates" that I have to stop breastfeeding by 6 months because he doesnt want to see me being sleep deprived for so long and not having a life of my own. It's almost sad that even grocery shopping can be such a delicious break. Going out now is like a mini project each time, revolving round feeding time and milk pumping time... sigh... I feel like there is an invisible chain tying me home.

I seriously look forward to our next first trip away. Though unfortunately we have no family member to dump our kid to for our private date nights. Now the closest "date" night is always being at home while the baby sleeps and we tiptoe out to living room to watch Tv together or something.

I wish my friends wont have split over the decision of a baby.
It's really sad....
A baby will bring u a different lifestyle, life aspect and emotions but seriously... to split from your lifetime partner over this is rather tragic decision esp after 20 years together.

I hope. I pray. That someone one will have a change of heart and they will get back together.




Saturday, August 1, 2015

My super annoying mother

Most people prob wants their mother to help them during confinement period...but I'm prob one of the few that absolutely do not want mine here because I know she will drive me crazy n prob induce post natal depression if she is here at that early stage. So I insisted on hiring a confinement lady instead even if it means a high expense. My Sanity is more impt here. I know my mum will irritate me to no end and as facts proven so, I was right. 

My mum asked to come visit and so after 2 months post birth having gotten hang of looking baby, I let her fly over. Big mistake coz I prob should have waited longer. My mum annoyed us pretty much almost 2 months of her stay here and she prob don't even realised how brash or annoying she had been. 

The whole thing already started off with wrong footing when the minute she arrived she started accusing me of no breast milk. I was like WTF is wrong with you. My baby is feeding well and he just fussing abit needing to burp and all u can say repeatedly like fucking chant is to question my milk supply AND my milk quality? To top it off, she insisted I Must feed a 2 month old baby formula milk or my baby will get sick?? Again WTF theory is that? 

So here I am, sleep deprived, and recovering from C section, doing housework and trying to feed baby, she was mouthing off the most insulting rubbish remarks she seemed as advice and pissing me off less than 24hr since her arrival. To add more irritation, when my baby was pursing his lips, she interpret that as sign of needing water. I told her NO, breastfeed baby do not need water because Breast milk is mainly fluid. She was trying and trying to "strongly suggest" to feed water until I have to raise my voice at her and carry baby away from her, thinking in my head the nitemare had started. 

Along the way for the following 2 months has been nothing but irritation. She keeps complaining about my confinement lady. She thinks she MDM K only looked after few babies knows better than someone who looked after over 50 babies??? 

When my baby started crying during bath time with my CL, I was abit concerned n so I googled for other mum experiences. Some said their baby prefer warmer water, need to cover wrap them with swaddle and go feet down to make them secure. So I did process of elimination and tried step of step to see which point was scaring my baby. My mum MDM K decided she know better an walked into my master room uninvited and again sprout her own opinion and started to tell me "do this do that" as if I'm an idiot or new born mum. I was soo irritated that I told her "can u only offer your opinion if I'm Doing something really wrong if not can u please just let me do wat I want? I have bathe my baby for 2 months already and I'm not an idiot" 

She MDM k of coz stood by the side simmering thinking SHE knows BEST. She came to test water with her elbow and shouted it's too hot it too hot. And insisted Must test with elbow. Irritation level spiked. Number 1 my water heater has digital thermostat which I can set the temp to exactly 38 degrees which is the recommended temp. Number 2, my hand sensory is top notch and I can feel the hotness with my wrist without having to go thru elbow. Basically when I first tested the water in early stages with elbow, I rem how it feels like with my wrists so I don't need elbow All the freaking time coz my hand already know how cool or warm it shod be to match the correct elbow temp.(my hubby n confinement lady all tested the water n said it was fine)  But my mum of course very inflexible and think I'm stupid. She shouted at me and say "u don't believe me that's why your baby cry in water lah! So hot!"  I snap back at my mum
And say "yah I DONT believe you" and ignore her proceeding to instruct my hubby to do wat I wanted to try with baby based on Internet mums suggestions. Plus she cannot wrap round her head HK april weather is cooling n cannot compare to bloody sg n msia heat so if I bath my baby in the cool water she suggested sure Kenna cold one. Inflexible case 2. She was almost willing me to fail, mumbling baby SURE will cry as I politely tell her to get out of room n she stomped out. Fact proven, my baby DID NOT cry using my new methods. He really did like warmer water and prefer to stick his feet in (I gently introduce water to his feet while still hugging him) he HATEs the method is patting water on his chest first for watever reason. So I was proven right that my baby liked what I did. 

My mum MDM K looked almost annoyed that my baby didn't cry because that means she is wrong. She didn't like to beMy in  wrong because she thinks she is ALWAYS right. So she just kept quiet and said nothing. Nothing like oh good that he's not crying anymore etc. it's always about her being fucking right and she will act ice cold or heck care when she know she is wrong or proven wrong. 

The remaining month, I bathed my baby with my hubby and allowed no interference from mum or CL . I don't want to risk him crying again. My mum would keep trying to poke her nose in and keep commentary until I had to ask her "why do u think your criticising comments are of any use here? If it's not constructive then what is your point?" 

My hubby initially thought I was just being picky but over 3 days my mum pressed a the wrong buttons n pissed him off too n he came complaining to me about MDM K behaviour. Baby was fussing at night and my hubby was putting him to sleep but my mum keep interfering saying my hubby was doing it all wrong and again she thinks she knows best. My hubby said no it's ok he has it under control but my mum tried to make a grab for the baby n my hubby was pissed n had to tell her off to leave him alone. My hubby hates people undermining him as if he is useless when he had already put the baby to sleep countless times so if u just arrive n know nothing about our son, don't try to tell us what to do. We are not hapless clueless newborn parents. 

Trouble brew when my mum Again thinks her cooking is the best and keep complaining that my confinement lady cooking not fresh and why she would buy frozen stuff. I explain to MDM k that excuse me, my CL is here to look after baby n me n help clean kitchen etc. she don't have luxury of time to waste in kitchen. So everythin must be available n be fast. But my mum keep trying to meddle. I told mum to learn how to make the confinement tea n the herbs used but as usual, my mum thinks she knows best n fucking don't open her mouth to ask when she don't know. 

Then my new maid came  my god my mum like typical sg employer act all bossy n mighty and her attitude is like shit. I told my mum to tone down her attitude since maid is new and we should give her room for errors but MDM k took offence and got even angrier. She even throw tantrum n give my maid black face and my maid ask me what did she do wrong. I told her my mum is crazy just ignore her. 

As months progress, my mum keep being a hypocrite. She thinks she know how to buy food and so instead of consolidating marketing, she like to buy her own n end up I have duplicates. She has NO concept of money and even bought hk25 for ONE carrot and she bought 4-5 of them! My hubby freaked out and asked me why my mum so wasteful? Hk20 can buy a PACK of australia carrots!! So my hubby hint to my mum that she should not buy these carrots but my mum just kept quiet. 

To top up the mess, my maid ask if she can use some of the vege she bought and my mum in front of her will say ok no problem then she will deliberately not top up and then turn to me and complain no food coz my maid used ALL her food. Now this is a very familiar problem with my mum. The last time she "helped" at my elder bro place she also accuse my SIL mum "steal" her food to cook for my SIL. Now she wants to play the same tactics. We told her, MDM k, in future u only cook my breakfast n leave lunch n dinner to my maid. My mum of course not happy n she can still mess up my breakfast. Too complicated to write but she takes 5 hours just to Prepare one small dish of food for me alone and will hog the kitchen so my maid cannot start cooking lunch. She will stay in kitchen jiji y y say my maid this n that. Even my hubby ask me why my mum talk so rudely to the maid. 

Everyday for a month my mum complain no food but mind you, we give her HK $500 too buy grocery for 6 day breakfast.  Yet she still cook me rubbish things I don't eat. Fucking hell. So my maid spend $600 on food for 3 for 6 meals but my mum spend $500 for 3 meals for ONE person. Then she throw tantrum fridge no Space. I got really irritated from lack of sleep and she keep bitching about no food no space. So I woke up to sort out the mess n she keep standing there say rubbish. I ignore her n repack n ask for food ownership. MDM k keep saying ivy buy one. Ok. So I split the food into 3 portion n give each of them one shelf. Then I ask if the CL food can use or throw. My mum just keep nagging "not i but one" repeatedly until I snap and yell at her "I don't give a shit who buy. I m asking u KEEP or THROW?" That shut her up but she was pissed of course. 

I told my maid not to use my mum
Food anymore but my puzzled maid said but my mum agree n gave permission.i told her just don't. Spare me headache. Then my bloody mum lazy go marketing and keep using my maid food without telling her n end up messing up
My maid cooking plan. We asked her why she used maid food then my mum unhappy again n yell at me say I side with the side. Hello woman, u r the trouble maker first ok?!!!

Over the 2 months, MDM k is so busy body that without asking my permission she will shift my things around. Then everytime I tell her not to do it she will say not her. 

She complain my CL used a lot of bottle sauce and her cooking not good but when my CL left, MDM k went to buy even MORE bottle sauce n cook unhealthy shit for me. She even cook same thing repeatedly and still have cheek to say other people but dunno how to slap her own face. 

She tell me I cannot drink or eat overnight food when my CL here n yet she has the cheek to offer me overnight soup. I refute her n say weren't u the one who keep saying I cannot take overnight food? She shut up. 

One day because of MDM k nagging, my maid snap and threw a fit n hide in her room. My mum angrily came to me n complain. It's like woman, u haven't help me one bit since u came but create nothing but problems & trouble. I am
So sick of her I told my brother to please ask her go back sg. I can't handle her without risking saying something nasty to her. 

Another irritation. Is she never admits her mistakes. NEVER. It's always someone else problem or fault. Never hers. I
Just said thanks for changing the water filter n she go into this raging rant not her n it's my maid n dunno know how to
Clean anot. I just ignore her regretting ever thanking her. Then she seem to
Realise she missed a chance of credit claim n ask me which filter. Then she quickly claim credit "of course it's me I change" I said to her "your first instinct is always to say no no not you lah" then she tried to justify herself and I just cut her off. No mood to listen to her rubbish.

I tell my Maid to do things my way, she will busy body scold my maid n tell my
Maid to do things her way. She will stop my maid from doing things and then complain she never do. Wat a bitch right? I give her face eve. When she contradict my instructions but she still think she damn right.

Cooking, keep telling her not to cook so much but never listen. We will tell her just cook one chicken n one vege but she will fucking Ignore you n do wat she like. Tell her a million times to cook only vege with mushroom or carrots don't Kpo add prawn or meat coz we don't eat this way but stubborn don't listen until one day I scrap every single prawn off my vege plate n throw it one side and tell her, u want u eat. I am not eating this. Again she try to justify her actions I just walk away. Not interested In your grandmother story after months of telling u nicely.

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